Pain is Temporary, Pride is Forever

PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED!!!!!!

2009-10-10T06:04:00.000-07:00

hey guys today is the 10 of october
and tomorrow will be the 11 of october..
like duhh right
but tmr is a special day
kinda..for me.
cuz tmr is my Birthday!!

but not soo sweet 17..
cuz tonight was suppose to be a drinking sessions..
me and my friends..
but most of them backed out the last minute..
leaving me with arthur, and possibly hussein, and a slight chance Aiman..
but it just doesnt feel right, not anymore..
theyre still my buddies dont get me wrong..
but the fact that the other guys backed out, totally spoilt my mood..
right??
i feel like drinking alone, in a small dark alley
like a hobo..
..
i hope tmr will be better..
i think it will, cuz B will be with me..YAY!!
IloveU Shazana!!
thats all i want/need for my bday, to be with B
..

oh yea, i woke up to a terrible dream last night..
and it involves hip hop music
im starting to get disgusted by it..
i know i have hip hop music in my tracks..
but i think hip hop has gone too far, well most of it
..
for example, hotel room service-pitbull..love the song, but not a big fan of the lyrics.
i mean, heres a quote from the song ,"..forget about your bf and meet me at the hotel room, u can bring your gfs and meet me at the hotel room.."
i didnt think much of it, till i studied the lyrics..
from what ive gathered..
the GIRL should forget about her love partner, and bring her friends over to a superstar's hotel room..
wtf right..
i mean this GIRL, could be your wife, or your gf..your sister, or your mother..
i find this really disrespectful..
..
another song is sexy bitch-david guetta ft akon..
again, i find this a really nice song, smth i can dance to..
however, once again, its the lyrics that turned me off..
heres a quote , "..She aint nothing a girl you've ever seen before, nothing you can compare to your neighborhood whore....Damn You's a sexy bitch, a sexy bitchDamn you's a sexy bitch, damn girl.."
i dunno guys..what do u think..

the tunes from these 2 songs are really nice..
only, i think the lyrics is a wee bit too disrespectful..to women, who can be your gf, or ur sister..

i dunno guys,
tell me what u think..tagg me in my cbox..
see ya ciao!

my love

2009-10-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

today's blog is dedicated to my sayang, my one true love, my sweetheart, my baby, my nanacinta, my sunshine, my honey and milk, my girlfriend..

dont ask me why..i just have these random times where i love her more than i ever usually do..
and now is one of those times...

it seemed like as though we were fated to be together..
when i first saw u..
it felt like ive witness an angel from up above..
u were the most beautiful being my eyes had ever layed upon.
just sneaking a peak at you, melted my heart..

then we got to know each other better..
and we went on dates..
dating u made me madly in love with you.
just holding those soft and warm hands, felt like heaven on earth.
the taste of your lips, sweeter than sugar at its purest.

after 3-4 months of dating you
i was very sure that i love you..nothing seemed more obvious.
and that u loved me too..
so i wanted to take our relationship to the next level.
rings, with names of each other's on them.
rings, a never ending circle, that symbolises my never ending love for you..
i bought us rings to wear..
i proposed to u to be my girlfriend..
we had no witnesses.
so instead i carved our initials and the date on a tree..
the prove of our love..

u took me into your arms
and we just sat by the tree..
the warm feeling of being in ur arms
made the cold air of the night, seem so cozy.

oh what a wonderful night it was..

now every meeting we have feels like im in paradise.
even if its me just sending u to school or to tuition.

you know when ure hungry, and ure stomach feels soo empty
but then when u have a nice meal to eat, ur stomach feels, full and good
thats how my heart feels when im with u..
my heart feels full and good
it feels complete when im with you..

i love you shazana
i swear i do
MUACKS!

wtfffff

2009-09-27T22:28:00.000-07:00

OMG ya'll!!!

how would u feel, if u had a really good friend..so good that u called him your bro
and made u feel like shit...

ok, so i have this friend..
he is a really nice guy and all
but recently, whenever ive asked him to chill with me, he is either too busy, or he wont even reply my msgs..
so im thinkin wtf right
ok whatever,
then after not talkin for almost a week
he comes on msn..
and the first thing he says to me is
"you and shazana da stead??"
at that time we werent together yet..
so i said, " no, not yet, why?"
then he says,"oh cuz i wanna steal her"
wtfff right
i might have taken it lightly if we were havin a normal conversation at first , and then he came up with that, and then say that he was kiddin..

but no, thats how he started his conversation with me, and thats how it ended..he didnt say he was kiddin.. he didnt even say goodbye at the end of the conversation, he just left the conversation at that..
oooomg right!!

then since im only human, i needed to share my feelings with some of my friends..
somehow, the word of me talkin about my feelings to other ppl got the my"friend"
and apparently i said that he wanted to **** my gf..which i didnt say btw...
i may have talked about him, but i never lied..
im not a liar..

so now he says he's dissappointed in me..cuz i talked behind him.
but should'nt i be the one dissappointed?
i mean u dont make these kinda remarks on ur friend's gf right..
if u said she was pretty, and stuff like that i wouldnt mind..i ll take that as a compliment
but if u start tellin me that u wanna steal her..
i get offended
it makes me angry
and im not a violent person..
so i talk about my feelings
but i never bitch about my friends..
so if he is thinkin that im bitching on him..sorry mate
uve got it all wrong..

so my question for u guys today is..
1.have u ever gotten into a fight with your goodfriend, and how did it happen?
2.did anyone say anything about your gf/bf, that u didnt like to hear?what did u do after that?
3.should it be him or me that is dissapointed??

post ur comments in my cbox yeah??
ciao guys: )
marco xx

hari raya pictures!!!

2009-09-21T07:01:00.000-07:00

The Family
The guys
Hassan's angels :))
The MatDutch

The family again

update!!!

2009-09-20T08:16:00.000-07:00

wussup ya'll..

alright i havent been posting anything for the past few days..

so heres a lil cool update..

no pics mate..sorry.

cuz like, my cam's spoilt

and the pics taken from other ppl are like not posted up yet

Friday:the love(180909)

friday was awesome..

cuz right..i finally proposed to Shazana to be my girlfriend

after like 3 and a half months of dating..

yea, so i got us couple rings

and i went on my knees to ask her, "Shazana, will you be my girlfriend.."

and she said YES!!!

woohoo!!

and yes the ring is a perfect fit on her!!

: )))

i love you baby!!

Sat:the food

saturday was okaaay~

seemed like the longest fasting day EVEERRRRR

ahhaahaha

but our buke was all worth it

with the hari raya food that my mom prepared

ayam masak merah, rendang, lontong..yeah!!!

Sunday(today):

EXHAUSTING

Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim peeps out there

and if i did say or do anything that might have offended you

im sorry, and i hope u will forgive me, as i forgive you for the wrongs you have done..

went over to my relatives house.. food was the standard dishes

however each house added their own style to the food

i, as a food lover, enjoyed everything

i recieved a couple of hari raya packets from family members

i wanted to turn them down, but the insisted i took them..(honest truth)

i didnt really want the money. But thanks anyways: ))i love you!

i celebrate hari raya for the joy of spending time with family

and the joy of eating good food

jyeah!

oh btw, not to be thick skin or whatever.

but i think i look killer in my baju kurung and my sampeng

woohoo!!

ahahs

kay im waiting for girlfriend's text now..

so that i can call her..ouh i miss her ever so much!!

ight you know how i do..

ciao

OMG

2009-09-16T22:34:00.000-07:00

ahahs..hey ya'll..

jyeah i didnt update my blog since a few days back already..

okok..just a quick summary on what has happened the past few days..

alright alright

tues:

nth much happened..

i sent my Sayang Shazana to school..

then erm...

then i tok a nap and yadi yadi yada

then i went to buke at simpang bedok with Azri,Kai,Arthur,and Hussein

hahah..it wasnt crowded.. surprisingly

the roti john special was SHIOOOK!!

wed:

wed was pretty stale.

didnt do anything much..

cept, went to buke at Didi's place, with Erfan and Hannah..

eeeee, Hannah, stop it sia with ur burp,

sounds like a 40 year old drunk pig..

haha

the mutarbak and the chicken wings was awesome!!!

then we went to sing songs by the pool

didi's voice is super nice..

hannah's was nice too

erfan..ermmmm ; P

hahaha, erfan can sing rock jiwang songs

jyeah

haha

k lor thts about it

ciao

whuddup

2009-09-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

alright yall, im back from training..and Didi has 'done' my blog already..she helped me alot here..

THX DIDI, still, i dunno why she put the techno skin..so not me..

ahahs

well training today was friggin awesome..

i have'nt gone for training in 2 weeks..due to exams.

and now im back.

im still good,ahahs..cept my stamina is goin down..

oh ya, i busted my lip, and i got knocked out for 3 seconds during sparring session..

cuz trainer Joy, decided that we should work on our boxing skills.

so we had to box, as in, only using our fists..No legs ..

it was kinda fun! Honestly, the feeling of being knocked out is practically orgasmic..

However not something i'd like to get used to..But more of a 1 time thing..jyeah!

erm..i found a video of my FIRST Muay Thai fight..if u guys are interested to watch..

click here

and then here

2009-09-14T07:00:00.001-07:00

HELLO MARCO
I AM DONE WITH YOUR BLOG
IF YOU DON WANT THIS SKIN
YOU WAIT LONG LONG
DEN I;LL CHANGE
HAHAHAHAHA
K GO SUCK CAMEL COCK AND LAST LONG WITH SHAZANA
:))

offssssss didi~~~~~

oh and btw,youre welcome,don mention it.
HAHAHAH

when tough gets going, the going gets tough..or smth like that

2009-09-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

jyeah hey guys,
guess what..
i havent been training for quite some time now, due to the fasting month and school, tiring y'know..
HOWEVER!! im now on a 3 week holiday..WAHOOO!!
so training will be more intensive from now on..
especially with my new training gloves, the inspiration of training is higher.

Oh yea, i have to take my training really serious from now, reason being,
i have a fight on the 27 sept, which is like a few days from now..13 days i think.
so i have to be in TIP TOP condition.. i gotta be in KICK-ASS shape yknow.heres a video i took, of me training..this was actually meant to be for a school project..but i think u guys can see it if u want.ahahs

wussup

2009-09-13T22:21:00.000-07:00

This is my BabyGirl..I lurp her long time. haha
yes imma crazy motha fuckaa
yo yo..
wuddup wuddup..Marco here
yeah, i just started this blog out of boredom

so here's a lil info for you guys about me
My name is Marco Hendrikus Joosten
i will be turnin 17 years old on the 11 oct
im studyin in ite simei, sport management.
i have a beautiful messed up family
i ve been doing martial arts since i was 5
and now im currently focusing on Muay Thai
jyeah, ive been dating a beautiful girl named Shazana Shahrul Henshaw, for about 4 months now
and i love her very very much
jyeah, i think thats all u need to know

ciao